“Meeting you was like an unexpected pouring rain.
At first, I appreciate your sudden presence because you suddenly changed everything around me. Just by looking and listening to every drops of you gave me enough comfort.
But then I stopped myself, took a step backward so I could get away from you, leaving a distance between us, finding my place not to get close to you. Because I know by doing that, means I will only get myself into trouble.
You were cold, and yes, you’ve succesfully made me feel that. I understand it, though.
It’s not me whom you wanted to impress, it’s not me whom you wanted to give your love.
So, I’ve decided to just watch and appreciate your sudden existence.
But you’ve found a way to get into my mind.
I could always hear you. And I always did wish for your presence. I wanted to feel your touch against my skin. And so I did what my heart wants. I took a step forward and let every drops of you get into every part of me.
Because you wouldn’t even have the idea that there’s also something getting drop from my eyes, tearing inside of me, right?”
I wrote this piece from two years ago.
And the funny thing is, its still raining.
THOUGHTS 